the first time - rose

[lucian d. flint]

And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are

the thoughts and feelings that came to him when he was by himself were the best in his honest opinion. he liked his home country, liked where it was, liked what it was, liked it. he loved his country. he loved being in his country and he would never be able to call this place home. in order for him to go home he would have to be in hogmeade and apparate home but that was a long journey in apparation and to be honest more didn't like to apparate places in the first place, he liked getting to places the muggle way. a train, a subway, an underwater train. a plane. the options were endless and where those that he wanted to explore. magic was just something lazy people could use, to get ahead in life, get the chips without moving your butt off the couch. it was those types of things that made wizards what they were today...lazy bums. but moving on to other thoughts. luke and rose were not very alike but they sure did along with each other, and they liked each other and the sex was great so why would there be any reason as to why the two would need to break it off? well one of them could probably be that his father was none to happy to find out that they had started to date again oh no that had been a news to deliver to the old chap. but old rose she was a looker of the start, beautiful and wasn't even really forceful about it. she was always happy, her beauty also took away his breath but it seemed almost too obvious that they wouldn't be anything more than friends and bam luke asked rose on a real date. it seemed wonderful and he loved to run his fingers through her long soft red hair. oh rose. she was really something special. her beauty still to this day made luke had to take a second breath before speaking and she was such a wonderful person, she should have been with someone who didn't second guess their feelings toward her.

but luke wasn't second guessing he was just pondering over the fact if maybe he did have feelings that he shouldn't be having when he was in a relationship with someone else. he had strong feelings for rose, he wouldn't call it love for anything but they were strong feelings and he didn't want them to go away, he liked seeing her liked having her around but he also like seeing summer and liked having her around. it was like he falling in uh something with two women, but he was in a relationship and if he was in a relationship then cheating was just not allowed... unless it was a threesome and he was involved, then it was totally okay to proceed, but honestly how many times did a guy get offered that type of thing? not many, most girls didn't like those types of things and rose didn't look like she was the type of girl to do that and he would never force her into anything, it was the same thing he had told her when things got very heated one night, he told her that if she didn't want to go any further that he would support her decision because he was like that, he didn't like to pressure her into anything. he didn't like to pressure anyone into anything at all. like it had been said a few times it wasn't who he was and who he wanted people to see him as. the corner's of luke's mouth started to lift themselves into a smile and his stomach made a soft flip like it always did, she was so beautiful, breathe taking really. he walked up to her and kissed her slowly on the lips. he placed a strand of hair behind her ear. "how's my beautiful cinabumm doing?" he asked her softly. his eyes ran over her face like it would be the last because you never knew and that was how more left about things, appreciate while you have them before you lose them, this was one thing he didn't want to lose for a while but something in the pit of his stomach told him he wouldn't have to choose soon.

tag rose, jeans and a tee shirt, and yess it's two mm not one.

[mikeala2]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style,background-image: url('http://i53.tinypic.com/2rw5182.jpg');,true][cs=2] chasing pavements even if it - - - - - L E A D S T O N O W H E R E The situation that Rose was in was not exactly one that she had ever thought that she would be in. She was a very open-minded person, she was generous with what she had and didn’t mind sharing, but she had to admit that she wasn’t really fond of sharing one of the things that meant most to her. With her first boyfriend she had been his world and he had been hers, that was what she was used to and that was what she had always wanted. She was a romantic, and with the way that things were between her and Lucian one would think that she was a hopeless romantic, because she was accepting a lot more from him than she had ever accepted from any other boy. When they first started dating it had been that way, they only had each other at that moment, but then everything happened. The fact that Rose was muggleborn got out into the open, or rather, got out to his parents and for a while her world felt shattered, it felt foreign. Somewhere between the random dating she had fallen for Lucian, fallen hard, and being without felt odd and strange and she realized that she wanted him back. The day that she found out that he wanted the same was still one that would always stand out in her mind. The day that her world felt sort of normal again, though it did have some added confusion this time because of everything that was going on between him and Summer. Ever since then Rose tried not to think about the future, she tried to live in the moment a lot more because she wasn’t really sure if there was a future for her and Lucian. She wanted there to be, but with him being promised to another girl, a future seemed like a bit of a stretch. Meeting him in the hallways always made her stomach flutter in a nervous matter, whenever she was alone she tended to over think things, so she recently became very fond of being with other people, even studying was challenge lately and that was one of the few things that she had always been amazing at. She could hear her dad’s voice in the back of her mind, asking her why she was letting a boy do this to her, why she was letting a boy drive her out of her mind. But her dad hadn’t known Lucian, he never knew just how much he could make her feel. Maybe it was wrong to still be with him when their future was so uncertain, but whenever she heard his footsteps coming towards her, saw the look in his eyes, those thoughts disappeared and she no longer cared about the future. All she could think about when he was around was him, and how he made her feel when his soft lips pursed against hers. Her eyes fluttered closed and she nearly dropped the book that she was holding in her hand, it didn’t matter how much they kissed, it would always knock her on her ass whenever his lips met hers. A soft sound of contentment sounded from her throat and she kept her eyes for a bit longer after he pulled away from the slow kiss. Slowly she opened her bright eyes and met his gaze, smiling widely and tilting her head slightly when he brushed her hair behind her ear. “A lot better now,” she whispered to him softly. Rose sighed softly, moving her arms to rest them around his neck and pull him just a little closer, tilting her head slightly brush her lips against his chastely, he was her weakness, whenever he was around, it was difficult to keep her lips to herself. Rose had never been able just what it was about him that always made her want to get closer to him, maybe it was because it was wrong in some way, because it was wrong in the eyes of some people. That had been the case with her first boyfriend as well, maybe in some subconscious way this was her trying to convince the pure blood community that she was no different from them. But of course, those things would only come into her mind when she was alone and started to over think things again. Now that the beautiful blond male was standing across from her, now that her arms were lightly resting against his shoulders, she was barely thinking about why the attraction between them felt magnetic. The only thing that she could think about was just the fact that it was magnetic, that she wanted to get closer to him whenever he was near. “And how are you, blondie?” she asked him teasingly, her full lips curving into a soft smirk as she looked up at him. 812 WORDS , MR LUCIAN! , OUTFIT , FIRST POST

[lucian d. flint]

And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are

luke wasn't trying to think about summer when he was with rose. he wasn't even trying when they weren't around each other but it wasn't easy. summer crawled into his mind slowly and almost painfully, and the worst wasn't wanting summer but the fact that rose didn't have these thoughts in her mind. she wasn't thinking about any other guy or anything like that. she wasn't having naughty thought about them, no rose wasn't like that. she was a perfect little angel who only had eyes for him which what really made his stomach flip when he was with her. he had strong feelings for rose if not he wouldn't be with her until this point. he was a romantic, it was just who he was. he didn't want to be one because he didn't want the reputation of one but for rose, he'd be that and so much more. he smiled at her. it was almost funny but cruel. he had never even thought that he would have gotten that far with any girl after what that bitch in his sixth year had done to him. there was nothing in the world that made him distrust all women more than that but rose had turned him around. she was nice, a pushover but she stood her ground when she needed to and was just perfect in his eyes. now though he only felt bad about everything he was doing to her. he was a horrible person. luke was someone who didn't have problems. he just didn't have them.

luke liked to keep himself away from drama and that kind of thing. he also liked being in control of the situations around him and having drama around him was just something he really didn't want so it was very normal that he tried to constantly stay away from it but now it seemed as though he was creating it himself. he was possibly the most paranoid person when it came to having drama around him. he just didn't like that kind of stuff. he liked being in control, he dind't like to lose control of what was around him what he was doing, what he had, what made him who he was. but that wasn't nearly as important to him at that time. he was in a committed relationship with a wonderful girl, a girl who made him feel awesome and he loved to make her feel awesome so what was the problem between them? well there was the obvious fact that luke had no idea if his feelings for rose where just that, feelings. did he had feelings for her? at all? yes he did. his stomach still made a front flip when she would walk into view and he had never experienced better sex than with her. rose was more about the emotion behind it not the actual physical. physically luke hadn't been her first but emotionally and she had told him he had been. at first, like any other guy, it had kind of scared him a little to think that she thought of him in that way, after all he didn't want to hurt her, she was his best friend and his girlfriend but luke learned to love that idea. but now another was toying with his mind. he was marrying summer and he was actually liking the thought. he looked down at cinabumm in front of him and chuckled. "blondie? are we in a remake of what? legally blonde?"

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tag rose, jeans and a tee shirt, (:

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[mikeala2]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style,background-image: url('http://i53.tinypic.com/2rw5182.jpg');,true][cs=2] chasing pavements even if it - - - - - L E A D S T O N O W H E R E She wasn't sure what it was about it, maybe she never would find out, but all that she knew was that there was something about him that made her want to get closer and closer to him, and it had been that way right from the start, right from when she first met him. Her parents had been a bit hesitant to allow it all, to agree with it all, mostly because they knew what Rose had gone through with her first boyfriend. They might have had their magical daughter for a lot of years now, but the whole pure blood muggle blood status thing was something that they would probably never understand, all they knew was that it worried them, that it made them wonder just how safe Rose was with a pureblood boy as her boyfriend. It took Rose a while to convince them that she was alright and they were still suspicious but they accepted it at least, that was more than she could ask for. Her smile widened at his comment when she called him Blondie, tilting her head slightly as she looked up at him. "We can be in anything you want us to be in," she told him in a slightly cheeky matter, biting her bottom lip playfully and releasing a soft giggle as his lips found hers again. There might have been a slight change in her since the last time that they were together, she might have been a bit more open with things where she used to be a bit more private, it was easier for her to be close to him in public, at least, closer and more intimate than before. Naturally, this had everything to do with the slight competition that she felt towards the other redhead in Luke's life, on some subconscious level she was competing and trying hard to win. For now, she was the one that he had his arms around, she was the one that he shared his life, mind, body and soul with, for now, she was the winner. Then again, with his lips against hers, she was barely thinking about winning or losing or any kind of competition, when he kissed her it was just the two of them, the world disappeared and she didn't care where it went. Rose hummed softly against his lips when they met with hers again, her eyes fluttering closed and her stomach making loops that she only ever felt when she was close to him. "What would you rather have me call you then?" she asked him softly, her lips still brushing against his as she whispered to him. The notebook that she had held in her hand when he walked up to her had dropped to the ground somewhere during their last kiss, for Rose it was rare to drop something, especially a book, and not pick it up right away. That was a very good example of just how much Luke could take up her focus, all her attention. In some way it might be a bad thing, when he was in a class with her she would be completely distracted and not even able to focus on what she was doing, but luckily he was many years ahead of her so classes together weren't going to happen, but still, she knew that she would be completely distracted by him whenever he was around. Not that she really minded right now, she was happy to have her hand free again, it gave her a chance to play with the longer hairs that rested against his neck as her eyes traced along his features and settled on his bright eyes once more. She could look at him for hours and never get bored of it, she would find something new, something different, something that she hadn't noticed before. 642 WORDS , MR LUCIAN! , OUTFIT , FIRST POST

[lucian d. flint]

And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are

being with rose had definitely been one of the best things that had happened in his life since he had started walking. and that was almost nothing in compared to having rose and kissing her, making love to her and everything that make along with being with her. he truly really cared for her, that's what really made his heart welt when ever he saw her when they had split up, he still remember clear as day how one day he just couldn't take it he walked staright up to her, and kissed her like there was no tomorrow not giving a damn that only a week earlier his parents had placed him in an arraged marriage with his now then ex best friend summer aubrey. he remembered telling her how he didn't care about anything else in the world that he just wanted to be with her because she was his and he couldn't bear seeing her alone or anyone else. he hadn't said 'i love you' but the boy might as well have honestly. he already suspected that rose must have known than rose knew that luke was in lvoe with her but he just didn't want to say it because he knew that in the end the chances that they could actually make it out alive would be slim to none. if they eloped, he would have to steal some money from his family since he was the heir to the throne making him all that more important, if there was another boy it wouldn't have been that big of a deal but luke had been blessed with two baby sisters only. that had ruined everything. if the goblins at gringotts found out he was stealing money from his parents he would be taken as a theif and that would be a terrible, eternity in gringotts jail, he rather get married, in the end both were a prison right?

"isn't that the best part?"

[/color] he smiled at rose though like the world wasin perfect harmony, like nothing could ever go wrong in a pureblood boy falling in love with a muggleborn witch. in the back of his mind lucian thought of the boy who lived and his best friend who was indeed a pureblood boy who fell in love with a muggleborn witch, no matter the fact that the pureblood was from a pureblood traitor family. lucian tried not to think about the fact but just the posibility. well the child of the pureblood and the muggleborn had married scorpius malfoy, child of draco malfoy who was child of lucius malfoy who stood next to voldemort. in luke's mind that was supposed to be rather high so he gave him some points. so in the end the child of the muggleborn and the pureblood lovers hadn't turned out so bad had it? no and so in conclusion in lucian's mind it wasn't so wrong to make a child with rose. wow there cowboy, make a child? let's pass dragon studies first, yelled his mind. he thought about a nickname that rose could and smirked at her. "hmm oh gee i don't know, amazing in bed? incredible hair? fabulous? handsome? best person in the world? please pick one of the above,"[/color] he smiled at her obviously joking as he leaned down and kissed her again, he would hate himself if he was ever that cocky in actuallity. he hoped to god that if he actually married summer that he didn't turn into his father, turning his kids into what he wanted them to be just to please and not to be who they wanted them to be. luke noticed the notebook on the floor for the first time, he laughed. "you are so clumsy around me,"[/color] he placed it agaisnt the wall closest to him and continued to looked down at the beautiful creature before him.
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tag rose, jeans and a tee shirt, hehe

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