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[katerina d. carrow]

I'm more than just a girl with no morals and no tittles, i'm past that

katherine looked at herself in the mirror. more closely she looked at the lines under her eyes, the lack of sleep she was having. the seventeen year old was beautiful, anyone could tell her that. she knew it very well, it wasn't something that she would hide either, in the clothing she wore or in the way that she acted. she was unlike her sister in ways that people didn't think possible... katherine was a slut. and she wasn't afraid to be out there. she had never been, well after her first time she had been, however that was a completely different story. kathy wasn't always as out there as she seemed, hell her older brother aiden still believed her to be as pure as her sister katerina, and hopefully if all went well aiden would never find out about katherine not being pure until she wed. she would hate for him to find out after all his image of her was so high and so beautiful she really didn't want to tear it down. she raised her head a little another reflection coming into the window. katherine raised an eyebrow at the sudden girl. "do you need something?"

[/color] she snapped at her sister. katerina didn't say anything but look down. katherine had recently slept with donovan vladislav and though he was quite extraordinary in bed he had run out on her quickly afterwards leaving her quite shocked. after all katherine carrow was not bad in bed. she was extraordinary. if anything she was magnificent so that boy had a lot of explaining to do to this very angry girl. it had caused the usually peppy and happy girl to be in quite the bitter mood to her family, apart from aiden and sometimes katerina, thought today that wasn't the case. she quickly fixed her hair in the mirror, there wasn't much fixing to do, it was already fabulous.

currently dressed in something mini, dare she be seen in anything long, she begun her decent through out the carrow household. it wasn't a quick one. first she had to get through katerina who shook her head disappointingly at the outfit, 'not one for the park' she had muttered to which katherine had told to her to promptly shut it. then she passed through her baby brother who didn't give two shits, then embry who just eyed her suspiciously and then finally aiden who just told her to go back upstairs and change. they had a good then minute discussion, because aiden and katherine never argued. they never ever argued in which katherine won, she kissed him on the cheek and made her way out of house. once outside of the house limits she apparated into the park. she found it strange that a boy like donovan wanted to meet a girl that looked like katherine at the park. especially since they had already had sex... well she was still mad at him for running out on her which he would have to promptly explain and have a damn good explanation as to why he had to run away from her after sleeping with her. katherine shook her head softly and walked towards the nearest bench and sat herself down playing with the short hem of her skirt. she wasn't really angry, or as angry as she seemed to be. out of the corner of her eyes she saw donovan walking up her. katherine didn't even bother do stand as he approached her. "did you come here to explain or did you just want more sex?"[/color] she asked coldly raising an eyebrow at the gorgeous man before her. [/div]

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[donovan m. vladislav]

h e y g i r l

what's your name?

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[atrb=width,240] how could he have been so stupid? that was a question that was plaguing his mind rather regularly over the past week. ever since he had become intimate with Katherine Carrow, something he knew he shouldn't have done but couldn't seemed to have helped himself. the girl was gorgeous, stunningly so and she smelled amazing. Donovan had been drawn in over everything about her and ultimately allowed himself to get too close. never before had he been intimate with a girl before so he hadn't known what to expect but what had nearly happened tore him up inside. see, Donovan knew that he couldn't allow himself to get too attached to any girl because after about three weeks he found his hunger for them to become to strong. not hunger in the normal sense either, hunger as in he wanted to feed off of them. Donovan Vladislav was very much so technically a vampire, even if he was only half vampire. he was all on his own in this whole ordeal, he didn't have anyone to turn to for advice so everything he learned was pretty much from trail and error. however, he fought his urge to bite humans ever since he was a little boy. most of the time he did rather well with this but with girls, his control often begun slipping between his fingers. they were just so warm and always smelled so bloody good that it became harder for him. it was natural for vampires to have these cravings but Donovan refused to feed off of a human. the only human blood he ever drank was usually cold and came out of a bag or in a cup, depending on how hungry he was. ever since he was little and nearly killed a little girl, he refused to feed of humans. before Katherine had entered his life, he had merely snogged a few girls here and there. well, probably more then a few since there were only two girls in his life that remained there for more then three weeks. yet there was something about Katherine that took him beyond snogging and into something much more. of course it might have been just sex to anyone else but to Donovan it was more then that. he didn't know what to expect when it had finally happened. he knew that snogging a girl generally left him extremely hungry but nothing could have prepared him for that night. nearly biting Katherine, then practically tripping well he tried desperately to get his clothes on immediately afterwards was something else. he knew the girl was pissed with him and technically he couldn't exactly blame her. given that Donovan was sure no guy ran out on her the way he had. no guy in their right mind would, not with her petite warm body pressed against theirs and the moves she brought into a bed. though Donovan had nothing to compare too he was quite sure Katherine was pretty damn amazing in between the sheets. Donovan had spent the last week trying to come up with an excuse that seemed reasonable and rational to give to Katherine but nothing sounded even remotely good. there was just no excuse for what he did and the only way he would ever get her to forgive him was if he told her the truth. the truth was something that he hadn't told anyone, not even neither of his best female friends. the truth actually terrified him because he didn't want anyone to see him as a monster or anything of the sort. Donovan tried hard to be nothing like his father, who in all reality was a monster and gave vampires a bad name. it was definitely a good thing that the male didn't sleep because if he did, his nights would have been restless. he didn't like the thought of Katherine hating him and he knew the only solution but it didn't mean he liked it. finally after far too much time had passed he sent an owl to Katherine requesting her presences in the only place he could think of. the park. he wasn't expecting many people to be around and if she was going to give him the time to explain then maybe he could convince her to go else where with him. it wasn't exactly something that he wanted to be public knowledge. dressing in a pair of lose fitting dark jeans with a button up black shirt, Donovan ran his hand through his hair for what felt like the hundredth time. tugging on his leather jacket then leaving the comforts of his apartment he crossed the street to the park and immediately spotted the gorgeous brunette sitting upon the bench. shoving his hands into his pockets he sighed heavily as he approached her. trying his best not to cringe at her words, Donovan's blue eyes found hers another audible sigh escaping his lips. "i'd like to explain if you'd give me the chance. but not here. i can't here. my apartment is across the street if you trust me enough. i promise i'll keep my hands to myself." Donovan spoke quietly, his hands remaining in his pocket. it wouldn't be an easy task, since her scent was already driving him insane but he didn't want to screw up again.

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[katerina d. carrow]

I'm more than just a girl with no morals and no tittles, i'm past that

katherine carrow was anything but soft. she was quite the stubborn and hard headed hufflepuff when someone where to think about it. she didn't think of herself as that way. but she was. she family thought of her as stubborn and her friends thought of her as hard headed... though she was almost positive that they meant the same thing she didn't mention this to either party, mostly because katerina belonged to both them and she loved to call katherine both of those words at different times of course. they were sisters in the end and though forced to make up, katherine couldn't quite say that she exactly enjoyed fighting with kat. after all the girls were closer than most would imagine and not just in looks, they were alike in the way they acted and up until the tattoo of the dream catcher, katherine and kat would have switched places on her mother a million of times without difficulty. it was so simple being each other only because they were so used to being about each other. it was lovely being able to be some else for a change and mess up their live before telling everyone that what they had done wasn't them. however katherine had done worse things while pretending to be katerina than when katerina had been pretending to be katherine. for starters, the girl had repeatedly back talked to her father and picked on turner as katerina, something that the real one would have never done, neither of them would have actually. eventually both girl ended up grounded for pretending to be someone else for about a month, though that didn't stop them. once katherine went to the americas for katerina and another time, katherine went to france for katerina. that was where all the fun was at. those were the switches that were still under wraps.

as she sat in the park and waited for donovan she thought back to that night. it had been his first time. simple things he had done made it obvious, it was adorable that it had given it to her, she one some level felt honored, though she'd lost most respect for men and sex after her first. the back of her mind told her that donovan could possibly bring it back but she pushed that down. she played with the ends of her shorts. they were tiny. she could feel the stares of the older women for what she wearing but she didn't care, she never cared. it wasn't something she made a big fuss about. wearing something that covered completely, it was summer, it was hot, she wasn't about to wear a fucking winter coat. katherine however rolled her eyes a little at donovan's words. she couldn't have cared less if donovan had shown up and sat simple 'yea i juts want more sex, let's fuck behind a tree' she would have been up for it. she sighed a little and looked off to side. if she looked at him, she would have jumped his bone right there in front of everybody. her head made a nodding movement without her knowing it. "i'm not worried about you keeping your hands to yourself... but thank you," she forced out the last part like it pained her to say it. she stood quickly without another thought. "well? lead the way!" she crossed her arms, rolled her eyes and sighed all in one movement. she was sort of excited to hear what his explanation for running out on her would be. for someone like katherine, it had better be a good one.

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[donovan m. vladislav]

h e y g i r l

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[atrb=width,240] some people may wonder why Donovan was even worrying himself over what this girl thought about him. it wasn't that he worried what she thought of him, he just didn't like the way he ended things. he felt like he was no better then his father with how he had ran out and he had made a promise a long time ago to himself and to his mother that he'd never be like that man. sure, he might not be able to trust Katherine with his secret, but what other choice did he have? none really. it had crossed his mind that she might not even really care why he left, after all he was pretty sure she had more then just him as a partner in that area. however, Donovan wasn't doing this for her he was doing it for himself and to ease his own guilty conscious. if she still hated him after today, he'd be able to live with that and take it as it came but right now he hated her hating him. it was weird really. running his hand through his hair at her words, a sigh left his lips. he hadn't actually expected her to make this easy on him but it would have been nice. Donovan didn't miss the way her voice changed when she thanked him either but he decided to keep his thoughts to himself on the matter. under normal circumstances he wouldn't let a girl talk to him the way Katherine was but this wasn't normal circumstances. for the time being she held the upper hand and he'd simply have to bite his tongue and do his best to be polite. stepping back as she rose to her feet rather quickly, he had to admit he was surprised that she agreed to come with him so willingly. part of him wanted to believe that she was a sweet person, he had seen a shred of it before he slept with her but she was doing a mighty fine job of convincing him of otherwise right now. without much thought he reached out and placed his hand on the small of her back, leading her across the street the way he had come. nodding to the elderly ladies that walked passed them, ignoring the glare that they shot his way. he could only imagine their thoughts and didn't really want to go there right now. opening the door that led up the stairs to Donovan's front door, waiting for Katherine to go first then following up after her. unlocking his door, he followed the same procedure allowing her to enter first. once he was in behind her he shut the door and stepped around her, leaning against the first object he found, which was the counter. his apartment was that of a normal every day apartment. one bedroom, with a large living room, kitchen and bathroom. each room in the apartment was surprisingly large, more room then Donovan thought he'd ever need but he was slowly filling the gaps. his room actually held a bed even though he didn't sleep because merlin forbid if Nyla or Dahlia didn't have a place to sleep when they stayed over. Donovan would feel like a horrible host then. "look, i know i asked you to come so i could tell you what happened and i know i owe you at least that but before i can tell you anything," he paused pressing his lips together for a moment then shaking his head. "i need you to promise that whatever i tell you, won't leave you. its pretty damn important that it doesn't. this means you can't tell your twin or anyone else for that matter. no gossiping about it or anything like that. i don't need anything more then your word because trust me, i'll know if your lying or if you told anyone." Donovan's eyes met and held hers. "i might not be in any position to ask you for anything but if you want to know my explanation then you'll have to abide by my rules." he didn't have many rules, but the safety of his own well being was important to him. he had went nearly eleven years without his secret getting out and he wasn't about to let that change. pushing off the counter he ran his hand through his hair again and removed his jacket, placing it on the hook on the wall next to the door. "did you want a drink or anything?" figuring he might as well ask, merlin only knew how long they'd be in here for.

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