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tearing love apart,

It was a Tuesday. Typically, back in his school days at Hogwarts, Felix would have been dreading Tuesday. It was not nearly as depressing as Monday, of course, but it was still the beginning of the week, and while he could get motivated to do some things, other classes had been much more difficult for him to get excited about. Now that he was a University student, however, things didn't seem quite as bad. Sure, there was still that dreaded Monday feeling, but a majority of the classes that he took were things that he enjoyed doing, and he surprisingly didn't regard the classrooms as vaguely inconvenient places for him to nap. Well, obviously he didn't purposely nap, but he'd dozed off in class several times due to boredom. He tried very hard to focus, but it was just hard to get Felix Neville Longbottom excited about anything that wasn't some sort of ferocious animal that could probably rip his head off in a heartbeat. Yet, strangely enough, Felix was incredibly talented at handling creatures like that. While his parents hated his fixation with the fearsome beasts, Felix truthfully couldn't imagine himself doing anything else.

It was some time in the late afternoon, after most of the classes for the day were finished. The crowd in the courtyard was thinning out a bit, mostly due to groups of people pairing off and making plans for dinner. Felix wasn't very hungry just yet, and decided that he'd just wander around the courtyard and avoid the massive amounts of homework that was due for as long as he possibly could. Besides, when he wandered around for long enough, he tended to run into a familiar face or two. While he wasn't an excessively popular person, he supposed that he did have a decent number of friends, or at least awkward acquaintances that he would wave to - and then spend the next ten minutes trying to figure out what their name was. Being attentive wasn't exactly his forte, but there were obviously some names and faces that stuck with him more easily than others. As he wandered about in his loose-fitting v-neck and jeans with hands shoved into his pockets, his big brown eyes fell upon a familiar figure that almost immediately sent those butterflies to start fluttering about in his stomach.

He couldn't quite put his finger on what perplexed him about Katerina Carrow, but yet she did just that. He swallowed hard to calm his nerves, absently raising a hand to run it through his hair - which was something like a nervous tick of his. He didn't know what she was doing or why she was out here, but he took advantage of the fact that she didn't seem to be with anyone and carefully strode up next to her from behind. There was a content little smile on his face as he looked at her, then gave her a small nod. "Hey,"

[/color] His voice was quiet, but that ever-present calm and soothing tone was there. Felix was the type of guy who could probably calm just about anyone down, whether they liked it or not. "I won't ask if you're okay, don't worry. I'm sure it's a stupid question that you get a lot."[/color] What was the point of asking if, deep down, he already knew the answer? He didn't want her to be upset, but that didn't change the fact that she inevitably was. He sighed a little, biting on his bottom lip as he looked down at his shoes. "It's really lovely to see you, though."[/color] His shier, less confident side was now showing, a small blush rising in his cheeks. God, he was such an idiot, what if she didn't even want to talk to him in the first place?

"Um, right, sorry, right... I can just... erm... I can leave, if I'm intruding or bothering you. I j-just wanted to say, um, say..."[/color] He drifted off, drew another deep breath and stole a quick glance at her after his nervous rambling. "Hi."[/color] [/div]

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[katerina d. carrow]

There's no way to describe what you do to me you just do what you

katerina carrow. she was a ravenclaw. it was a tuesday and he was on a picnic table. alone. hunched over the most boring book of books. it was so boring that it was late afternoon and she was almost falling asleep as she read it. it was ridiculous. she finally gave up on the book and sat on the actual table of the picnic table, taking in what little sun there was left. she looked around the courtyard. most people wouldn't approach her. it wasn't because kat was mean per say just because of what had happened lately she was meaner, snapper angrier. what she hated the most was when people said things like 'i understand' or worse 'are you okay'. because she was going to respond with 'yes my sister is dead and i'm totally fine with it. my brother hate me for it because i lived too' she hated being alive. she was supposed to die that night. she was supposed to be driving not katherine. but she had died. she was the one with less alcohol in her system. kat swallowed a little. before looking down. every time the thought of the accident came to mind she just wanted to cry but she had to stop that. she couldn't continue her life like that. she blinked a few times to get the tears out of her eyes and when she look up she felt her heart fall to her stomach. she smiled. her heart sped up a million miles and what were once thoughts about her sisters turned to thoughts about felix longbottom in about thirty seconds, how did he do that, to which is her father found out she was hanging out with she would have the same fate as her sister's.

"hi," she replied softly feeling moths in her stomach. why wouldn't he make one silly move? couldn't he just like kiss her or something? lean over boy! she loved his tone. she smiled a little. surprisingly it was one thing that she hadn't been going a lot. "thanks for not asking me that,"

[/color] she pressed her lips together and almost rocked herself back and forth. she looked directly at his lips when he bit then down licking her own. his next words made a very pink shade appear on cheek bones. "if that's a way of saying 'i miss you' then - i've really missed you too felix,"[/color] katerina looked at him after smiling again, all over, her brown eyes casuaully roaming his body before stopping at his face once more. she giggled. "you're so cute,"[/color] it slipped before she even realized she had said it and she shock look on her face must have proved it. well that was out in the open, there was no going back now. there was only one more thing to do and katerina did the most unkaterina and more katherine like thing she had ever done in her entire life. she lifted herself of the table walked straight up to him placed her hands on either side of gorgeous face and kissed him, with so much passion that she had wanted to do for a long time. why hadn't she thought of this before?[/div]

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tearing love apart,

Because of everything that she'd been going through, Felix regretted to admit that he hadn't seen must of her smile lately. It wasn't like he wanted the girl to force a smile if she wasn't happy, but he just... well, ultimately, he wanted her to be genuinely happy again. Considering that he was an only child and had absolutely no idea what it was like to have a sibling - let alone have that sibling and then lose it - there were some things that he would just never understand. Of course, that didn't prevent him from trying to help or comfort her in any way that he could, while desperately trying to ensure that he didn't cross over the line of what was appropriate and what wasn't. Because merlin, when that girl smiled, it tied his stomach up in knots and made the heat rise in his cheeks. It made him want to do things that he usually avoided thinking about all together. And that was something that he was slightly embarrassed about.

He'd had a crush on Katerina for awhile, it seemed, but he'd never had the guts to make a move. Since Katherine had died, though, he was certain that any move that he did try to make would be misconstrued as him trying to take advantage of her when she was vulnerable, which was completely not the case. If he had to wait to make his move, he could wait. He was certain she was worth the wait. A small grin spread onto his face when she smiled, then he shrugged casually and waved a hand dismissively. "No problem. I know I hate it when people ask me if I'm okay when I'm... y'know, not."

[/color] He finished lamely, mentally kicking himself for being so pathetically awkward with just about every thing that he said. The blush on his cheeks intensified when he caught sight of her licking his lips, then he looked down at his shoes and nodded.

"Well, um... g-good to know I've been m-missed."[/color] He stammered out, thoroughly embarrassed, but even more so at what she said next. His eyebrows raised and he simply looked at her in shock, about to ask if he'd heard that properly, or ask her if she meant that in a teddy bear way, but before he knew it her hands were on either side of his face and his lips were on hers. It took him a few moments to make sense of the fact that he was actually kissing her, Katerina Carrow, and she'd actually been the one to initiate it. He reached up, tangling a hand in her dark hair as he returned the kiss with equal passion, before suddenly and abruptly pulling away. He kept their faces close, unable to completely disengage from the amorous moment, and took a deep breath as he looked at her evenly. "You... you're distraught."[/color] He mumbled, swallowing hard as he nodded to himself. "You don't know what you're doing..."[/color] It sounded like he was trying to convince himself that this was something that was inappropriate, but instead he leaned in and kissed her again, completely unable to help himself. [/div]

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[katerina d. carrow]

There's no way to describe what you do to me you just do what you

katherine was always on her mind. sometimes kat wished she had gotten to spend more time with her sister and other she wished she had gotten to be more like her. because now if she acted too like her people were going to think she was becoming her, but she wasn't trying to become katherine, because frankly, katherine was a little bit of a slut, not that she'd ever say anything of the kind out of the quiet of her own mind but really on the night of her death she'd had sex with some random guy in a port-o-potty. kat didn't even pee in there. that was how gross they were. that was disgusting. and she'd repeatedly told her sister that afterwards. which let her tell you was not a good idea seeing as muggle didn't like the word condom being thrown around the hair like candy. in the end however the hardest part of everything had been touching the top of the coffin on the day of the funeral. which she was lucky enough to attend. she wasn't allowed to show her face however. her face for the funeral was covered, she could see but you had to lift the veil to see her. it would be too much for some to see the dead walking.

she didn't want to think about that while she was with felix though. she wanted to think about felix and his sexy stomach..... well mostly felix. she smiled again. how did he do that? just make her smile like that with just talking? she'd barely been able to smile the past few months and this boy had been able to make her smile now at least three times in the past three minutes. the kid was good. "you have,"

[/color] she said softly licking her lips once again. that when the awkwardness had happened. the awkwardness that lasted for about 20 seconds before she kissed him. and he was kissed her back, a hand was entangled in her hair and before she knew it, her hands dropped from his cheeks quickly to his pecks to wrap themselves around his neck securely. she wasn't letting go anytime soon. the kiss was over just as quickly as it had begun. she made an almost whimpering noise, he left her wanting for more. not fair. she raised an eyebrow at his words, she didn't know what she was doing in kissing him? however before she could even comprehend another thought his sweet lips where on her again, she giggled slightly against his lips loving them. she lifted herself on her tippy toes to get closer to him. this time she broke the kiss. "i forgot to breathe,"[/color] she said breathlessly and in shook. no guy she had ever kissed had ever taken her breathe away. "you're younger than me,"[/color] she pointed out running a ran through his hair, her breathe still rocky. "i've never done something like this with a younger man,"[/color] man i feel like a cougar, thought her own mind.[/div]

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tearing love apart,

Felix had just embraced and accepted that he was an awkward person. After so many years of his parents withholding him from much social interaction, it was almost inevitable that his communication skills with others weren't to be as good as they were for other people. Awkward silences were pretty much where he lived, considering that it took him awhile for him to think of something to say to fill the silence, and his brain seemed to move at half a mile an hour when he felt nervous or uncomfortable. Of course, in this case, it was just nervous. He felt like he was about to start giggling from all of the butterflies in his stomach, which sounded absolutely ridiculous, but it was true. There was this weird tingling feeling in the pit of his stomach, something that he couldn't explain, but at the same time he didn't want it to go away. It wasn't a completely foreign feeling to him, and he recognized it as... well, attraction. The fact that he had all these crude and rather animalistic urges, however, that was what was making him blush. Along with the fact that she was just too pretty, and he was pretty sure his knees went weak whenever she smiled at him properly. Merlin, he was pathetic.

"Well, erm... uh... y-you, you've been missed, too."

[/color] Just once, he wished he could get a genuine sentence out without tripping over all the words and stammering like a bloody fool. Was that too much to ask, really? An awkward silence ensued, something that was uncomfortable for most, though Felix had spent most of this silence with his eyes on her, widening slightly, biting the inside of his cheek as she stepped closer. He wasn't sure what he'd been expecting, but the feeling of her lips on his was... truthfully, it was better than anything he could've imagined. Even after he pulled away, mumbling on about how this didn't make sense, he couldn't seem to take his eyes off her lips. He couldn't just not kiss her after she'd done that; he wanted more. When their lips met for the second time, he wrapped his arms tightly around her waist and brought their bodies even closer, grinning when she stood on her tip toes. However, a disappointed little pout came over his face when she pulled back, though he also found himself panting slightly, still somewhat in shock.

Her words caused a faint blush to rise in his cheeks, desperately trying to calm his racing heart and heaving chest. He simply nodded at her, knowing that his audible breathlessness was enough to let her know that he hadn't exactly been so keen on the whole breathing aspect, either. He kept his arms around her waist, though he bit down on his lip and shyly looked down at his feet, taking a slow and calming breath. "Yeah, I am..."[/color] He mumbled, suddenly seeming a bit annoyed with the fact that he was so young. Stupid birthdays. "Is that a problem? I mean, I understand if you think it's weird or something, just..."[/color] He drifted off and shrugged, building up the courage and nerve to look up at her again, though he was still biting his bottom lip nervously. "Now you've got my hopes up and all."[/color] He was pretty much whispering, and had that innocent, puppy dog look on his face. [/div]

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[katerina d. carrow]

There's no way to describe what you do to me you just do what you

katherine's death hadn't been the first tragedy that the carrow family had experienced. she still remembered being in the hospital with her mother and father waiting for hours and the only thing they knew was that their brother had been attack by a werewolf and that the attack was severe. there weren't enough seats for the entire family so the twins took turns seating on each other and getting muggle coffee for her father to drink in order to keep his nerves down if not they knew for a fact that at least three veins were going to pop. finally when embry woke up about week later, by the way no one went home, they sent a nanny to come bring them a change or three clothes changed in a hotel near by and stayed in the hospital for the rest of the time, he was okay. or as okay as turning at full moon for the rest of his life was. there were changes to be done to the house but changes could be done. the twins poked him the entire ride home, katherine was one of the first to accept him, if kat remembered correctly. the memory brought a smile to katerina's face. she missed her family, her entire family. she missed the memories where she would have five-o famiy. or that time or that other time. even that time katherine gave turner a wedge by mistake. she missed when they were all human... and when she wasn't the only girl. she looked at felix in front of her, she wondered what it was like being an only child. she couldn't imagine something more horrible than growing up without katherine at all, than losing her halfway through her life.

then her thoughts just like that switched back to felix. why was he so attractive? he just pulled her in, like there was string that he was pulling and she couldn't stop it at all. she giggled. he was adorable when he was nervous. then the kiss happened, her arms where around his neck and she wanted nothing more but to his him until she couldn't anymore. she ran her thumb softly over his cheek where the color had risen too. she smiled and bit her own lips, her heart jumping out of her chest. she's kissed over guys before but it never felt so natural as to the way it felt with felix. she laughed a little again lifted her hands to run them into his hair. "it's not weird,"

[/color] she kissed him softly. "i kind of like it,"[/color] she added once again kissing him softly and quickly, "you're so cute," she whispered smiling brightly as she leaned in for another kiss this time a longer one. she'd known felix before. she'd known him through his rebel years, she hadn't been interested in him during those years but she knew him and it just seemed better to be in his arms. however katerina wasn't a fan of watching people show too much public displays of affection, probably cause she was a bitter lonely single girl, she wasn't saying no to kissing the hufflepuff in front of her. not for one second. [/div]

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Life as an only child for Felix Neville Longbottom had been challenging at best. While he absolutely adored being the center of attention for his parents when he was younger, it was obviously something he grew out of by the time he was eight or nine. At that point, he just wanted to have friends, besides his cousins (who were essentially the only people his age that his parents allowed him to have contact with). He didn't like that they were so overprotective, and refused to let him get hurt in any way. They'd always treated him like a baby, so it was inevitable that he would rebel and try to act the exact opposite at some point. His rebellious days were something that he wasn't entirely proud of, but not exactly something that he was ashamed over, either. The way he saw it, it had happened for a reason. He'd learned from it and grown up a lot since then, and he wasn't some pathetically lost, insecure boy who stirred up trouble and mayhem because he was passive aggressively venting his frustration of something. He'd grown out of that. And for that, he was more of a man than most of the guys at the school.

Kissing her was different than a lot of kisses that he'd experienced. Obviously he'd kissed his own fair share of girls before, and it was something that he had some confidence with at this point, but there was just something different about Katerina. There was this unexplainable spark, which made it feel like fireworks were going off in his stomach whenever their lips met. He didn't know why and he couldn't explain it, but all he knew was that he had the urge to have it again - and more of it. He didn't want to stop kissing her, even though they were in public and people were bound to start staring after a few minutes of PDA. Their lips parted and he took several deep breaths, looking concerned over her answer, but still smiling out of the sheer feeling that she'd stirred up inside of him. He glanced upwards, as if trying to look at her hand while she ran it through his hair - looking entirely adorable in the process - before he shot her a goofy and extremely happy grin.

"Good."

[/color] He mumbled, sort of against her lips as she kissed him again. He snickered at what she said next, poking her in the side with one of his hands that was wrapped tightly around her waist. "Only kinda?"[/color] His grin and tone of voice made it obvious that he was just kidding around with her; obviously he couldn't be upset about anything like that when he was kissing the girl that he'd had a crush on for ages. His smile only brightened at what she said next, and a faint blush rose to his cheeks. "Y'already said that, y'know."[/color] He muttered, shyly, looking down at his feet until their lips met again. He returned the kiss, enjoying every second of how long it lasted as well as the fact that they were showing so much affection towards each other. Hopefully they wouldn't start drawing a crowd of people who would just wolf whistle at them, or something. [/div]

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[katerina d. carrow]

There's no way to describe what you do to me you just do what you

felix was something to say the least. he remided her of what she wanted to be, someone that went that for things. it used to be that, this was the katherine like thing to do but it wasn't. it was thing right thing to do. just katerina had spend most of her life trying to be someone she wasn't, trying to impress her siblings into liking her that she'd lost who she really was in the process and somehow she was in the few minutes that she was in his arms just starting to get it back. she just recently started to like felix, recently as in towards the end of her freshman year when kathy had pointed him out to her some time ago in king cross, when they picked up turner. katerina couldn't believe that was the rebel kick from a few years back and now a few months later she couldn't believe that she was in his arms kissing him wanting so much more than what she was getting, katherine wasn't kidding when she meant it was addicting kissing someone who was good at it and boy was felix good at kissing. maybe it was more of the way he held her or the way she wanted hands to never let her go but god, maybe it was because she hadn't been kissed in so long and because of what had recently happened to her, that was why she was having such a rush of emotions right now because he couldn't be feeling that she was feeling, no she was just having an explosion of feelings, yes that's what she was feeling, explosion. boom.

she giggled as she pulled away from his lips reluctantly. every time he talked he made her giggled. his voice was so alluring but the words he had planned for her where so perfect they made her smile. "maybe just a little more,"

[/color] she joked right back smiling. his hair was so soft, perfectly in set. she absolutely loved his hair. every single strand of it, and loved running her hands through it. she giggled once again. "and i'ma say it so much more,"[/color] she whispered quickly before their lips got the full on contact again. why hadn't she taken this risk before? what had stop her? it was then that she heard the noises someone started to whistle at them -well you brought it up!- katerina broke the kiss quickly, her cheeks becoming bright red with color. she heard a few whispers if it was katherine or katerina, then a few others of how katherine was dead and how katerina didn't seem do heart broken. they were right, she should be crying herself to sleep, she shouldn't be happy. she could feel the tears start to form in her eyes. she looked at felix. "i can't, it's not fair to you," katerina grabbed her stuff and moved towards the first building that she saw, it didn't matter which one it was. she heard 'ohhs' from behind her, she felt like she had betrayed her sister and felix. but she couldn't just be with him, it wouldn't be fair to him, people would talk about him all the time, she couldn't do that to him. for him, katerina convinced herself. [/div]

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tearing love apart,

It was safe to say that Felix had always sort of been aware of Katerina. Even back in his first year of Hogwarts, he could remember seeing her running around with her twin, having the time of her life. They obviously didn't talk a lot then, they didn't even know each other's names until these past few years, but he'd still been aware that she was there. He was aware of a lot of things, considering that he was much more attentive than he let on, and people just figured that he was a typical Hufflepuff who was rather slow on the uptake of most things. That was quite the opposite of Felix, though. Regardless of how long Felix had known Katerina, kissing her like this was the last thing that he would've expected. It was something that he'd been wanting to do, obviously, but now that he was actually doing it, it was... well, better than anything that he could've imagined. He could feel his stomach flipping and twisting into knots while it seemed like fireworks went off. He'd never kissed someone and felt quite like this before. He'd felt the spark before, but this was like a spark multiplied by a thousand. It was - for the lack of a better word - magical.

"Merlin, you're stubborn."

[/color] He poked her in the side playfully and snickered, thoroughly enjoying the joking around. Perhaps not as much as he enjoyed the kissing, but... still. He shivered a bit at what she said next, savoring the feeling of her hands running through his hair as a heavy blush rose into his cheeks. He turned bright red, and would've bit his bottom lip if he wasn't anticipating another kiss so much. "G-good."[/color] Truthfully, he didn't know what else to say, and the word came out like a shy, awkward whisper. He stuttered sheerly because she made him more nervous than she could ever possibly imagine, but relaxed when their lips met again. He enjoyed being called cute and adorable and the like, even though he didn't necessarily agree with what she was saying. But that didn't change the fact that he liked being complimented. Everyone liked being complimented, didn't they?

When she pulled away, though, he knew something was wrong. He was so wrapped up in her that he'd hardly noticed the snickering and whistling that was going on around them. When he curiously looked over at the crowd that they'd drawn, he started blushing even more, suddenly very embarrassed that they'd pretty much been snogging each other in the middle of the courtyard where just about anyone could see. He looked back to Katerina, not sure what to say, but it was around then that she turned and started to walk away. Her words hurt him, and he was entirely confused why she'd had such a sudden change of heart. "Wh-...?"[/color] He simply stood there for a few moments, dumbfounded, watching Katerina walk off before looking over at the crowd, which was starting to disperse or was looking directly back at him, snickering. He shook his head, then turned on his heel and trotted after Kat, gently wrapping his fingers around his wrist as he caught up to her. "Hey..."[/color] He mumbled, his voice calm and soothing. "What's wrong? You shouldn't... those... those people were idiots. Don't let them get to you."[/color] He nodded slightly, though he was still unsure as to why she'd just walked off, and still didn't know if she even wanted him to go after her. [/div]

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[katerina d. carrow]

There's no way to describe what you do to me you just do what you

it felt almost natural really to be in felix's arms. was natural the word? katerina didn't know how to describe it. it just felt right like she fit there, why hadn't she thought about kissing him in king cross when she picked up turner just last year? well she knew the answer, she felt like she had been superior almost because she was in uni and he was still in hogwarts, she hadn't known that he was done with hogwarts until katherine asked turner about felix in the car and turner said they were in the same year. katerina had become gitty that she'd be seeing him again. she remember that much, katherine couldn't stop harassing her the entire summer about her silly crush. after the death however, katerina forced herself into a depression. it happened only month into the summer holidays. but she remembered how hard she took it, the most difficult part wasn't even losing her. it was when her family turned their backs on her, she packed her bags and was shipped to the lestrange house hold. her mother couldn't look at her, their father picked up drinking, aiden was a mess, embry was never around and turner was just a bigger mess. the carrow family was a disaster to say the least. and katerina felt like the source of it all.

but not when she was with felix. not at all. when she was with him she forgot it all. she even giggled lightly when he called her stubborn. "i am not,"

[/color] she pressed her body against his in a natural reaction after he poke her side. oddly she sort of liked the effect she had on him, he was nervous around her. very nervous and he seemed to not know what to say and seemed to be at a loss of words and she enjoyed the fact that what he was doing to her, she was doing to him. it brought her happiness, in the most odd sense of the way. however after the whispering she couldn't take it. she'd grown so accustomed to the whispering, she heard them on a daily basis, sometimes she even heard that some believed that katherine was really dead just on a trip somewhere. those hurt the most for some reason, she tried to ignore the whispers and it was easy for her but she cared about felix, she didn't want people to talk about him. she could already hear people talking about him, thinking that were ridiculous. he followed her though. she closed her eyes when his fingers wrapped around her wrist putting her to a halt. katerina pressed her lips together, sniffed, shook her head and looked down. "felix if you didn't get it from our... um... snogging session,"[/color] she smiled a little "i like you a lot, but people can be mean and they can say mean things and i don't want them to hurt you. plus you don't wanna be with me,"[/color] she shook her head a few times to assure herself. that'd it'd be easier for felix. "i'm so broken,"[/color] she swallowed back a lump in her throat. [/div]

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tearing love apart,

Felix had been friends with Turner Carrow. It wasn't exactly to say that they weren't friends any more, it was just... well, the friendship had been much more prominent in his bad boy days. The two of them would go out and do absolutely ridiculous shit together, get back to the castle sometime in the early hours of the morning, and then do it all over again the next day. It sounded great and all, but those were the days that Felix wasn't so proud of. While it had been fun while it lasted, there were some things in life that were more important than goofing off or sticking it to the man. After he'd realized this, he came back to school with a new outlook on life and a new policy not to do anything too drastic unless it was necessary. He didn't want to be a rebel or a bad boy any more, and that's when things with Turner started to go sour. While the two of them had been quite close before, they started to drift apart considerably after Felix changed, and now they were just at this awkward friendship where they knew each other, but never would hang out. Still, Felix did like Turner, and he felt bad that the whole family had to undergo this horrible loss. But he liked to think that maybe, just maybe, if he tried hard enough, then he'd be able to help some of them through it.

"Precisely what a stubborn person would say, I believe."

[/color] He snickered, then poked her right on her nose before giving her an adoring look. "S'alright, though. I still like you, even if you're stubborn."[/color] He nodded, running his fingers through her hair shyly. It was true, though. He liked a lot of things about her, like the fact that she was smiling right now as opposed to frowning, like she usually was. She seemed happier, and truthfully, he was much happier too. It wasn't like he didn't have any reason not to be happy, but kissing someone that he'd had a crush on for ages? Yeah, that tended to do the trick when it came to his happiness level going straight through the roof. He couldn't help but think people might poke fun at him for always going after older women - first with Arya, and now with Katerina? But then again, he didn't really care what other people though about him. She made him happy, and he liked to think he returned the favor.

He couldn't help but feel frustrated at all the people surrounding them, whispering amongst themselves quietly. A few years ago, he would've walked right up to one and punched them in the face, but nowadays, he knew better than that. Hitting them wouldn't solve anything. It might make him feel better momentarily, but in the long run, it'd make things worse. Instead he chose to ignore them and followed after Katerina, and after he seized her wrist, he slowly and gently moved his fingers down to her hand. He weaved their fingers together, tilting her head towards him with his free hand. He listened to her, then paused for a moment and shook his head. "They can't hurt me. I don't care what they say about me, no matter how mean they are."[/color] The look in his eyes and his tone of voice was sincere - he was being completely honest. "And I like you, too..."[/color] He drifted off, mumbling as he pressed a soft kiss to her lips. "I don't mind if you're broken. Let me help fix you."[/color][/div]

tag: katerina carrow, idek how many words, alsfhalsdkfjsdlkf.

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[katerina d. carrow]

There's no way to describe what you do to me you just do what you

katerina had her share of problems, as any other girl in the world would. sure her problems were superficial like 'i hope my nail doesn't break' or 'my boyfriend didn't comment on my hair' or any of the things a normal girl was usually worrying about. instead she spend most of her supposed 'hormonal' years worrying about her big brother and his new changes at full moon and now when she was just starting to get used to everything finally being normal again she slapped in the face with an even bigger reality. losing a sibling was a nightmare that she had had when she'd been younger however she never in her life thought that her emotions could be balance out in such a way that one day she could deal with them and be alright and the next day not want to come out of her room unless she heard katherine's voice. it was worse than being on a rollercoaster and not being able to get on, watching everyone else casually stroll off the rollercoaster and you screaming about how your seatbelt was stuck and no one being able to help you but yourself, it was hard. the seatbelt was really stuck specially on someone as close as katherine and katerina were. hell they even shared names that were so alike their own father jumbled up when calling who was who. after all the only women in that house were karina, the mother, and the twins. they all had their names starting with a k, which was exactly what their mother had been going for. honestly their father, just to annoy their mother named all the boys with a letter. katerina found that adorable, that no matter how old they still found little things in life to annoy each other.

she giggled again against his lips. the adoring look he gave her made her heart swell up into a million pieces. she'd never in her life sweetness coming from someone else, and so quickly. it was like he truly cared about making her smile not just getting into her pants. "you are so stubborn about convincing me that i'm stubborn,"

[/color] she laughed lightly. she smiled at him brightly, giving him a kiss. "good,"[/color] oddly enough she felt at ease with him, so calm like she could do anything. she could feel herself get lost in his arms, in the cheesiest sense of the saying but there was really no other way to describe it. she really wished there was but there wasn't. the way she felt when she felix held her was surreal, it was like she was getting a sixth sense, like she was supposed to feel like this, the smart side of her brain told her to relax, all she was doing right now was snogging on of the cutest guys she'd ever laid eyes on, relaxing was the fartherest thing from her mind. but the whispers and the stares and pointing and the - everything was just too much. katerina never liked being the center of attention that was always katherine's duty, she always took over being center of attention and boy did she enjoy and kat always gave it to her but now as she walked away the only things that were running through her mind were don't cry don't cry. she would have looked down at her hand entwined in his if he hadn't tilted her head upwards. her heart was beating out of her chest. he couldn't actually say what she was thinking he was going to say right? she felt her heart stop beating. her eyes closed softly when his lips pressed against hers. it was his next words that really threw her over the edge. "you - you wanna - you wanna fix - fix me?"[/color] she pressed her lips together to keep herself from crying and quickly threw her arms around felix in a tight hug. correction this moment was the happiest she'd been in a while. she released the hug to kiss him. "you have no idea what this means to me, felix, specially coming from you,"[/color] katerina smiled as she re-entwined their fingers. who knew maybe this relationship could go somewhere.[/div]

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tearing love apart,

Being an only child and all, Felix felt like he'd missed out on a lot as a kid. Sure, he'd always had his cousins, who were the only people that his parents actually permitted him to play with whe he was little, but that was different. His cousins all had other siblings, and Felix was sort of like the ugly duckling who didn't exactly fit in, but they accepted him and played with him anyway just because he was family and their parents told them to. He'd always longed for a sibling, just so he could have a friend. That was back when he was younger, obviously, because he was a dreadfully lonely little boy back then who spent most of his time reading about dragons and fantasizing about being able to ride his bike without being covered from head to toe in bubblewrap. He knew that it wasn't his mothers fault; she was told that she wasn't even going to be able to have any children, and he himself was... well, a miracle. It was even more of a miracle that he was healthy, but as a restless kid, that sort of thinking flew out the window. He was bored and lonely, and tired of his parents being so protective over him. That was what had sparked his rebellious phase, though when his parents got very upset and started fighting with each other over his behavior... then he knew it was time to cut it out and go back to normal Felix. But still, all he wanted was a friend. Someone to goof off with or help him pull pranks - that was all. It wasn't like he was going to go to Azkaban for that.

He grinned at her, though he mocked a horrified gasp at what she said next, putting one hand over his chest. He tried to keep the surprised, shocked, vaguely offended look on his face, though it was obvious that he was joking and was about to collapse into a fit of laughing at any moment. "No! This must mean your stubbornness is already starting to rub off on me!"

[/color] He tried to look genuinely afraid, though he started laughing just before she pressed her lips against his. He kissed her back, still giggling a bit as he nodded and closed his eyes. "Very good."[/color] He mumbled, pressing his forehead against hers before their lips met again. He really was enjoying all of this kissing, and the feelings that came along with it. He couldn't quite explain what it was, actually. He felt peaceful, but strangely excited and restless at the same time. It wasn't that he wanted more than he was getting - Merlin, the nerve of saying that! - when he was perfectly content with where they were. He wasn't ever the sort of guy to push that. It was more like... she set off these feelings inside of him that made him feel so much more... well, complete.

He'd never really liked being the center of attention. It wasn't that he didn't like attention; it was fine, but only in moderation. All these people pointing and whispering and staring at them was precisely what he did not like. He didn't want people to talk about him or Katerina, but if they did, he'd rather that they speak badly of him than speak badly about her. He shot the people who remained a displeased look before trotting after her, though he absolutely hated seeing her all upset like she was. His eyes wandered over her face for a moment before he kissed her, then nodded and mumbled quietly against her lips. "Yes. I'll put you back together."[/color] He nodded, giving her another quick kiss. "Or I'll try to, at least."[/color] He figured that, to an extent, there was always going to be that empty feeling with Katherine gone. He couldn't fix that, no matter what he tried, but he would do everything in his power to make it a little more bearable. "I mean it, too."[/color] He smiled at her and gave her hand a little squeeze, a bit confused as to why it would mean more coming from him, but ultimately deciding that it wasn't really crucial to know. [/div]

tag: katerina carrow, idek how many words, DAMN YOU AND YOUR FAST POSTING ALEX.

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[katerina d. carrow]

There's no way to describe what you do to me you just do what you

katherine had always been such a big part of her life, it was the reason that the loss had affected katerina greatly. sometimes katerina wished that she hadn't been close to katherine at all. that she'd been a slytherin, or a just maybe so different that katerina ended up hating her so much that they never weren't fighting. however something deep inside told katerina it would have been harder on her then. the loss. she would have spend the rest of her life thinking that she had wasted her life with her sister, that she hadn't spend enough time with her, that she hadn't loved her enough. that she hadn't cared enough for her, or so many other things. katerina just couldn't live with herself period. it was hard enough dealing with everything that had gone on in her life but the whispers of the people only made it worse, the pointing and stares. when people turned away from her because she reminded them of katherine... that would be solely enough for her body to not let her even get out of bed. it had been even worse when earlier, someone had called her katherine and she had actually turned around but to tell them that she was katerina, and when they asked where katherine was... well the water works began and story started and it seemed almost natural that katerina couldn't handle even walking from class to class. she couldn't write a decent song that wasn't about death or her sister, and she hadn't been outside for more than hour a week, honestly she wondered why she wasn't ghostly pale.

but she didn't care that she wasn't ghostly pale or that her hair was a mess, or that she just didn't honestly feel as beautiful as she would have before the accident because none of that mattered when she was in his arms, when they laughing and when he poking at her and joking with her. she laughed, a true real laugh tickling her throat for what felt like centuries. "i must be too close to you then, maybe i should go,"

[/color] she joked, but she didn't move an inch, not even a centimeter. she kissed him instead as she had been doing for a while now. she didn't know what she enjoyed more, her lips against his, her fingers in his hair, his fingers in her hair, they way his hands roam her body or just being this close to him. probably everything combined was what made such strong feelings appear, she was sure it was because she had been on a swirl on roller coaster lately and not because her heart wanted to jump out of her chest and give out on her, no it couldn't be that. yup, that just couldn't' be it. katerina had always been some what protective of katherine, it was a trait she wasn't very proud of but she also protective of people around of, which was why her natural reaction was to walk away from felix. it would be easier for him to be done with everything. to get a girl that was prettier and who was whole, at least that was what katerina thought. she couldn't help but feel her skin jump when he touched her and when he talked, she couldn't help but want to melt at what he was saying, let alone the sound of his voice. she pressed her lips together. "thank you,"[/color] she tried to smile through her watery eyes, though difficult manageable. "I had a feeling you would,"[/color] she leaned up to kiss him softly, closing her eyes. she sealed his word with a kiss.[/div]

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tearing love apart,

Felix had never been much of a person to fuss over his looks, or the looks of other people. He'd never been very vain, and even through his rebellious phase, his interest in his own physical appearance was rather limited. It wasn't like he wandered around like a hobo, just not much thought or effort went into it, when it came right down to it. When it came to other people, how they looked to him was essentially completely irrelevant. While he'd most definitely gone through a hormonal stage - and he may or may not still be in the midst of that stage - he knew how to keep it in his pants. There were very few girls who genuinely captured his attention like that, considering that he had to like people on a friendly, personable level until he started thinking of them like that. Physical appearances, to Felix, seemed like they could be misleading. A gorgeous person could have an awful personality, and someone who look unconventional could have a heart of gold. Personalities mattered more to Felix than appearances did, but it seemed like Katerina possessed both an engaging personality and stunning looks. It was sort of like a dream come true for him, the fact that he was actually kissing her, the feeling of his arms around her waist. He may not have felt this way about many people, but she was definitely one of those people.

There were things about appearances that he noticed, though, and the fact that Katerina had seemed rather... well, lifeless lately... that was something he'd picked up on. She didn't look as happy as she usually did, and she had a perfectly good excuse for that, but it didn't change the fact that he hated seeing her upset. When she laughed - a genuine laugh that provoked one of those smiles that made his knees weak - he couldn't help but laugh and just grin stupidly along with her, perhaps because he was so charmed by how she looked when she was happy. He wasn't entirely unaccustomed to it, but it was rare these days, to get a smile out of her. And a laugh, at that. He couldn't help but feel strangely proud of himself for being the one who'd made her laugh, and just snickered quietly at what she said. He knew she was joking, and he carefully and tenderly slid one hand over her cheek, giving her another adoring look. "Aw, don't be silly. I like you close to me."

[/color] Which was true - he adored how fulfilling the closeness felt.

He'd always been vaguely aware of his reassuring nature, but the fact of the matter was that he truly did want to be there for Katerina. He didn't just want to tell her that things would get better, then hope that someone else would help her out. He wanted to be there with her, every step of the way, trying to take away the pain that he knew she must be feeling. He just wanted her to be happy again, and even if that was a far way off, he was willing to be patient. "No need to thank me."[/color] He muttered, exhaling slowly as he pressed his forehead against hers. He made eye contact, offering her a small little smile after she spoke next, then closed his eyes as he kissed her back. Merlin, did he like kissing her. Even though this kiss wasn't quite as long or deep as the others, it still meant something to him. Like he knew that he was committed to her now, and, strangely enough, that felt really good. He wasn't like a typical boy who ran away from commitment; on the contrary, he was embracing this one with open arms. "C'mon, it's probably almost time for dinner. I'll walk you back."[/color] With that, he slid his hand into hers and weaved their fingers together, then gave it a little squeeze and slowly began the walk back towards the school.
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